...the Girl-I-was-not-actually-dating-but-had-a-wierd-non-sexual-relationship-with has just got engaged.
The background to this is: I screwed up royally a little over four years ago and we have had virtually no contact since excpet that we're still friends on facebook. This is someone who I love dearly, who I was never going to marry, who saved me from being borderline-suicidal, and who I can't have any kind of relationship with without us tearing each other to ribbons.
This is also the girl who said I was "not Christian enough".
I knew this was going to happen eventually, I'm mostly glad it did because I want her to be happy, have a full life. Still, something just broke inside me.
Thoughts?
Oh, and yeah - this is why you don't hear much about my personal feelings.
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