I notice about myself that I'm not shocked at all. The last event that truly horrified me me was what Breivik did, that really upset me, literally felt sick and couldn't help puking, so dark. I don't get that anymore and some truly nasty things have happened, but I don't really give a shit really, I met some people who were in that plane that was shot down by whoever knows, and I don't really care. The Lion King can absolutily wreck me, much to the amusement of my friends, you can mob me up if things get sentimental. But I feel absolutily nothing anymore when I hear about the most horrifying things, not even when it's captured on a cam. I see someone who is badly hurt and will probably will soon be dead, and I just don't care. That is something that I don't like about myself, if I had any empathy whatsoever it would disgust me, and I am not a cold-hearted person, you are looking at someone who's painfully wringling in his/her own blood and organs after all, and not a fuck was given. By me at least, and that's not really how I am.
edit: needs update, the most horrible attacks happen in the Middle-East, I don't care, I read it, next. America made a mistake and almost a hundred, forgot it the second I read it, and it must have been a nightmare for those involved. Maybe I am becomming an autist, I am used to violence that was part of tne job but it never left me careless
edit, mods fix title for me please
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