Moved in with her desember 2006. Got together with her in oktober 2005. Heh, I got together with her the day after my footie team won the league.

Yesterday, they lost 2-1....

She says she's no longer ready for a relationship... She says things may be different in a year or two. But I doubt that will ever happen.

Right now, I feel like the worlds biggest dick. Because I thought things were going ok. Sure, the last months haven't been anything like the first months with her. But I thought it was just a phase. That we'd sort it out. But instead of doing that, I'm sitting here crying my eyes out...