
Originally Posted by
Mikeus Caesar
ITT: We rant, even though few people will bother reading it, about what sucks in our life right now. And who knows, maybe offer constructive criticism to each other and have everyone come out if it as better people. Or optionally the topic sinks to the bottom with 4 replies like all backroom threads do, at least the ones that aren't arguments about religion or who's culture has the bigger penis. Anyway, moving on...
The real world sucks. Having only been exposed to it for a while, i can safely say i am right. In the 3 months that i've been working, i've been reduced to a neurotic, shaky wreck from doing night shifts and not having a real sleeping schedule and drinking nothing but coffee and whisky. I have one friend in the world and she isn't available for the rest of the week. She's busy with uni work for the next few days and then is going away for the weekend with her family. My feet are cold. I have a runny nose. The neighbours don't like me. My job is tiring. Wait, moaned about that already. My parents keep telling me to move out. I can't find a better paying job that would allow me to have the financial resources to do so. The music i play isn't anywhere near depressing as i'd like it to be. The weather isn't what i would like it to be, it's just the same slightly over-cast sunny weather. I'm bored and fed up of the same things happening all the time. I'm fed up of only visiting the same websites. I'm fed up of every workshift being the same. I'm fed up of the TV being so mindless and dull.
It's really times like this that i'd just like to scream at my family to bugger off, and then get some stuff together, put on my coat and leave. I don't know where. Go camp in a forest for a few months, despite there being no forests within 100 miles of here. Just desert. So alternately i'd just want to leave and not return. Go somewhere that i can forget all of this. Forget my job, my pile of debts, my cold feet. Go somewhere i can be happy, do as i please and not have to worry about how i get to my midnight shift on a Sunday.
Give me $10000, a car and some clean clothes and i could go. Far off to a bigger city like Melbourne, or Sydney. Places where i can do something. Places where i can live happily far away from my damn family, away from my crap job, away from normal. Just run away.
Anyway, enough about me. Time for a few more people to moan, or comment on my moaning, and then it's straight to page 2.
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