Here I was just looking through the backroom, doing a bit of trolling just to pass some time away before going to bed, after a long day working on the railroad. Stuck in the middle of nowhere Colorado, and my wife just called me and said she was on the way to the emergency room because she just took a bunch of pills because she was upset about her weight. My $$%%$# god how does one cope with a bi-polar wife after all these years. 6 times in the damn hospital over the last 4 years, 2 sucide attempts, (now possibily 3) and running up credit card bills to the point that I can't afford the crap. (oh yea the evils of the american credit system. No regard to the fact that she can't pay for the damn thing - and gets them anyway.......without me knowing about them until the damn things,...)
The bad thing is that if I divorce her, it will cause her to attempt suicide again, and the bad thing for me is that I still love the crazy woman....
Oh well guess no sleep for me tonight and a long tried day tomorrow trying to finish my job so I can leave and get home.
God how I hate this curse called bi-polar.
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