I have big problems; please help me.

[Thermal]

im only 13. if the only thing after this life is rotting in the ground, im happy with that. its an easy escape to a miserable life.

ive never had more than 1 friend at a time. ive always been treated like shit in school. i am horrible at making friends (i skipped 1st grade)


m dad took everything off my computer.including europa barbarorum, the only thing that might've held me back.

the problem is i cannot leave home for 5 years, and then i would be going off to college and thus having to deal with more assholes.

the life i want is too prefect to be able to possibly happen.

If 5 years of misery will allow you easily 50 years of a good life, then I'd hold strong and endure.

[Lemur]

I'll just state the obvious, that an online gaming fan forum is not the place to seek help for life-and-death issues.

A couple of people have been so good as to post links to real hotlines, which can offer meaningful help.