Dude, it just isn't worth it. When I was your age I thought life was crap too. I had no friends, and my family was driving me insane. I never attempted it, but I did stand in front of the balcony in school thrice thinking about jumping. But in the end, it's a good thing I didn't alright?

You may think you're going to deal with more garbage types in college or highschool or whatnot, but there's no way to know it--there's only one way to find out, and that's to go through with it. You're only 13--there's a whole life ahead of you. How sad it is that being so young, nevertheless you think you've seen everything there is of life. There's far more to it yet. Bide your time if you have to--I outlasted my family and now, at 22, everything is going well for me, and I have the respect of friends and family alike where I had almost nothing. Bide your time now, and see if college is REALLY what you think of it before doing anything foolish--for suicide IS foolish. When alive things can always change for the better. Escaping from life--what are you escaping to?

You don't need these 'friends' as much as you think you do--seriously. People have to deserve you, not you deserve people. Not having friends shouldn't be a reason to end your life. There is absolutely nothing wrong with having one friend at a time--I personally hate having too many 'friends' at a time, and prefer investing in one good friendship rather than countless temporary ones.

Nor is having EB removed from your computer a reason--my parents deleted every single strategy game in my old computer and password-protected it. I just played it in my mind, and created countless battles of my own--and I began reading about history, which has served me so much over the years that I'm now studying it in university.

You want a reason not to die? It's this: You are dying because of, and for, what others have done. But you miss the point.YOU LIVE FOR YOURSELF. Not for others. Let them think what they want, let them do what they want. You are who you are and they can't take that away from you. They can take away EB--but they can't take away your mind. They can take away your freedoms--but then again, you're only 13. Stay home a little longer--much of Life (the interesting and less crappy version) only begins later in life. You're not missing anything important yet--seriously.

Don't do anything foolish. If you really want to kill yourself, then at least give yourself and your soul the fighting chance of a few more years before you do it. See if college really is full of those assholes before you do it. You're planning to kill yourself over an assumption. But killing yourself at 13 is...just seriously not worth it. Don't look around you anymore since you know the view's depressing--look forward instead, and continue walking down the road.