I have big problems; please help me.

[Papewaio]

would anyone like to hear the story of my lost love or the girl i liked who dumped me on the day of the dance?

Okay your life sounds about 100 times better then mine at that age.

I was the uber skinny geek with pimples and no fashion sense. (not really past tense except I'm now fat).

My first girlfriend was when I was 17 after I had finished school.

Friends. Moved schools every two to four years to small country schools were it takes like 3 years to make good friends.

XBox. My first PC was green monochrome that I had to compile the craps (2 dice) program for myself. I didn't get that until I was almost 15.

Friends... eventually as long as you count a paper & pencil Dungeons and Dragons group.

I had pimples from about age 13. The good thing was by the last two years of high school I had none and was eating so much chocolate that I was nicknamed the moro bar kid.

As bad as it got and it got worse. Dumped by my GF of five years will waiting for a cancer biopsy to be examined. Gave away over 500 Fantasy books when I moved overseas. etc.

Things in the end went from horrible in some facets to excellent

Read books, learn about your heroes and be them as much as possible, exercise (this one is awesome, you learn about yourself, can change your body shape, challenge yourself and take control of one aspect of your life...its like getting an upgrade to your most important vehicle), and most importantly humour, dark, light, wry, insightful or inciting... take life with a grain of salt and a laugh.

BTW what do you think is a perfect life? You said it is too much to ask for.