That's fine. You'll find that many of the good and bad in life is best dealt with slowly...;) In a time of less responsibility, 'youth', patience is more readily learned than in a time of more responsibility, 'aged one'. The less you have to think about, the easier patience comes to you. The young mind is also more sponge-like than when it hardens with age. If you should note when someone spills some patience, perhaps then you can learn to wipe it up...slowly.