If it ain't broken in your youth, it's sealed shut for a lifetime.
Get yourself a couple of screw-ups, if you're not naturally talented at that as you self-describe. You can't learn walking without trying to stand up and fall down first. You'll remember your moments of shame for longer than you can imagine yet it will be where it all will start.
It's like breaking a shell and it gets harder as you grow older. I agree that you're too young for dating sites.
Using teh internets to chat with gals is another topic. That's thorougly normal if you feel more comfortable expressing yourself via those means. But paying for dating sites will worsen your situation at that age of yours, me thinks.
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