I think there's something wrong with me, the small touches leave me unmoved, I apreciate it less than I used to.I feel like I am not quite myself, everything is muted somehow. Just had date with old friend ans she always stays for the night, must have noticed despite my best efforts. I'm used to beeing cheerful, I can honestly say that having a bad mood just isn't me. Got no joy right now, music doesn't sound as good, my paintings bore me. I mentally want to make love to said girl but I don't feel like it, she just left anyway so that's ok. But what the que, This isn't like me, I like everything, I like random conversations with random people, I like small details, I know the world only as a warm bath I enjoy. So que, I'm not feeling all that good