I cannot do it anymore. Not in Fallout-type RPGs, not in MMOs, and I lose immediate interest in a game where the main character is bad by default.
This is not to say I always play as an angel, but their is a huge difference between looking out for number one and being a meanie. In fact, even in games like Fallout 3, where you can level faster and get better loot if you just killed EVERYHTING, I found I cannot do it anymore.
Am I getting old? Am I going crazy? I actually feel guilty about something I do to a make-believe computer NPC, and get angry when I am nice to an NPC and they stabs me in the back or use my kindness to hurt others. I have never been the pull-the-wings-off-the-fly type of guy like some of the sociopaths here, nor have I ever been the type to look for a fight, but I am a text book sleazeball with a heart of gold, and I don't take crap off of people.
I don't understand. Am I dying? Could I be Jesus returned?
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