I play games to get away from the real world. In Fallout 3, I also nuked Megaton. But before I did that, I murdered every single inhabitant and stole everything they had. Playing the good guy is way too boring. I always choose the path of evil. Maybe since there isn't enough of it in the real world. It's a welcome break from the monotony of day to day life. In Total War, I forge alliances, only to stab them in the back when they least expect it. It's the experience. I wouldn't stab a colleague in the back. Nor would I murder an entire town and then nuke it.
As wrong as it sounds (I need to prepare for the backlash I will receive), I was saddened to hear of Osama bin Laden's death. It was as if the little bit of evil in the world had been purged, only to leave a world of peace and security in it's wake (to an extent). I enjoy chaos. So, I felt a bit sad.
Sometimes, I will pick up my Call of Duty 4 and senselessly kill people in Multiplayer. That is a rare occurrence, since I no longer player shooter's like I used to. But the fact that I do, is enough to tell me that my life needs more action. I need that adrenaline rush, albeit, a cheap one. When I come home from a long day of looking at agar plates and microscopes, I game. I don't watch TV, and I don't watch movies. Only because the storyline is unchangeable. Whereas, in a game, I take the role of the protagonist (or antagonist). I make the choices. I decide where to go, what to do. Which is why I love Bethesda games so much. And I don't think I'll stop gaming any time soon.
Bookmarks