I guess Im just going through a rough patch, talking to all my friends who arent also freshmen it seems like most of them had difficult first years. I guess the only thing to do is to persevere.
Im going to guess that it also has to do with the fact that Im in a major I hate and I cant change it without losing in state tuition. So right now I guess I have to go about establishing residency so I can change majors. I really love my ROTC program and the people in it, Ive made fantastic friends here so I really dont want to give that up unless I have to.