Random Thoughts Thread

[Tuuvi]

what should I do about that old friend of mine? she isn't accepting my invitation to be friends on Facebook, she won't reply to the letter in the invitation, and so far did not openly reject the invitation. maybe she's still angry about me not being able to give her my email when I last saw her; then again, she did leave the room when I told her I'd be back from doing a quick assignment (to which she agreed to stay for). If so that's a long time to hold a grudge.

Just forget about it. If she accepts the friend request sweet, if not then oh well.

I get this same kind of anxiety and lately I've been learning that I need to detach myself from the relationship and just let it go. I feel so much better when I do and the relationship I'm fretting over actually improves instead of falling apart like I used to fear. If the relationship does end then that's ok, it's not the end of the world. There's other girls out there for me to date and other people for me to get to know and I can't force someone to be in a relationship with me if they don't want to be.

[Ibrahim]

Just forget about it. If she accepts the friend request sweet, if not then oh well.

I get this same kind of anxiety and lately I've been learning that I need to detach myself from the relationship and just let it go. I feel so much better when I do and the relationship I'm fretting over actually improves instead of falling apart like I used to fear. If the relationship does end then that's ok, it's not the end of the world. There's other girls out there for me to date and other people for me to get to know and I can't force someone to be in a relationship with me if they don't want to be.

we were never in a relationship: just friends.

but that was the conclusion I came to anyways: up to her to resume the friendship, or to not do so (as puzzled as I'd be). this is just a thought I had at the time.

anyways, more random thoughts I've had:

-I bet everything looks more epic with sacred war playing--especially war movies.

-maybe it is for the best not to sacrifice the sheep in honor of my first career job: too expensive to buy them.

-maybe I should just buy an Arabian to ride instead.

[Vuk]

Got me a job interview tomorrow. It will be my first ever 'sit on my ass job' if I get it. :P Pretty excited.

[Ibrahim]

Got me a job interview tomorrow. It will be my first ever 'sit on my ass job' if I get it. :P Pretty excited.

will it pay you like mine does? if so, you're a lucky fellow

(srsly,congratulations)

[Vuk]

will it pay you like mine does? if so, you're a lucky fellow

(srsly,congratulations)

Well, I haven't got the job yet, but thanks. I'll let ya'll know if I get it.

[Andres]

will it pay you like mine does? if so, you're a lucky fellow

(srsly,congratulations)

You finally have a job? Congrats

[Fragony]

You finally have a job? Congrats

Oh and this, congrats Ibrahim

(oh and please not the sheep, sheep are fun animals)

[Ibrahim]

You finally have a job? Congrats

thanks! though to be honest I got the job around the time I posted my first random thoughts (about slaughtering the sheep--really was thinking about it). it's not necessary, but sharing the bounty is good.

took a lot of legwork to find this one, but it pays well: this August I'm expected to rake in $5-6000. If I keep this up, I can pay off the personal school loans in about a year, And still have enough money to:

1-pay off my truck
2-save money (which I must invest, to keep the value of).

another year, and I'll have enough to fund graduate school on my own. see how many grad school departments will resist that offer...the only obstacle is making sure mom can pay her end of the bills safely. for this I must divert precious money, but it's worth it.

[a completely inoffensive name]

I'm still tearing up from State of the Game Episode 100. God damn do I love Starcraft and eSports.

[Fragony]

-maybe I should just buy an Arabian to ride instead.

This. Arabian horses are awesome. A shame they are so fragile, the Netherlands isn't a good place to keep them, the grass is too nutricious so they have to remain inside. That's hell for a horse like that