I'm 20 and I've been unemployed for 3 months and living at home on nothing but 2 minute noodles, eggs and anything that comes in a tin can. I want to get a part time job and, in my spare time, create music and films. This is something I'm really interested in and, although I have the ambition, I'm so cripplingly unmotivated that I feel terrible for getting absolutely nothing done. Couple this with my post-post-modernist self-deprecating attitude toward art (masquerading as perfectionism) and anything that does get done is immediately blasted from existence.
In 3 months time, I'll visit Japan and start filming my first full-length major audio-visual project. I hope to finish and release it by the end of 2014.
Though I'll probably die in 7 years as a talentless hack.
I'm posting this here so I can visit this post again in 3 months and check for any progression. I thought that typing this out like so would maybe draw up motivation. Maybe I should just invest in coffee.
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