Ah. You mistake me that was not an appeal to emotion. That was moreso a declaration of war against the wolves. I have found in my life that emotions clutter my thought process and I also know that venting them healthily helps me to focus better. I cannot be burdened by concern over my life and the frustration of how the game is playing out and also be at my best to solve. So I let go of my desire to live in this game and take time to focus. To drain away all of those negative emotions. To be serene. That is where I find my best moments as town.
There is no appeal, only emotion. Which is now gone. I am listening to anime music and staring at my ceiling as the puzzle pieces click and I turn over this and other things on my mind.
If I let go of my will to live (in a mafia game to be clear) then I also let go of my frustration. So I have chosen to do this and jam to music for the day before coming back and solving.
Seeing as a lot of people don't really seem to understand me this game I made this decision that it was best to accept my fate pn a non game ending day rather than try to force people into my admittedly unconventional mind. Everyone will know I was doing my best and genuine when I flip. To ladd's credit he saw me almost right away. He lives up to his legend, that one.
I am sorry if you felt I was trying to appeal to any of you but that was not the case. I have learned that my neuro divergence at times causes me not to understand how others perceive things. I think ATE shouldn't ever really be considered for alignment determining purposes and this game is no different.
Hopefully my statement of intent clarifies now that I am emotionless.
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katze of course I will solve with you when I am ready.
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