13er summer game thread

[Achro]

By the way.

If I am being rude in some way in my post to post content it is because I don't understand that I am being that way. Part of the problem with my autism with new people is I don't understand what they have problems with and most things in my head sound the same, statements of fact that are true and I can say. I have not thought "people here suck" but moreso "people here are not solving in a way that I think means town is going to win" and more specifically "They aren't asking me questions and just assuming, oh my god I only have 50 posts and they keep misunderstanding and not asking me what I really meant this is terrible."

So I am like, REALLY sorry if anyone thought I was trying to make some statement... I just SEE things, ok? Like cape yesterday. I felt terrible about the day all day. I try over and over and over to say something, and then Visor just... gaslights the hell out of me, which if he is a wolf is his job and chill and totally in bounds but then everyone is like 'actually he did a vig thing idk prob town' and if visor is town then... he just didnt read my posts, mocked me, said I didnt do anything when I spent HOURS day 1 saying the cape staleness felt terrible. Hours. And then apparent town visor doesnt even READ my posts?

... And I'm the problem?

You guys... probably have no idea how you made me feel tbh. It's easy to assume I am this confident guy, and that I have infinite swagger, but... god damnit I admitted I was jittery with 50 posts and I just wanted to play with one of my favorite people and didnt want to let you down and... it was immediately turned into a suspicion because I admitted I was nervous with only 50 posts. I am not angry, I am just... sad.

Sorry. This game has upset me a lot because I struggle with interpersonal things and I dont know a lot of you very well. And the ones I do were attacking me a lot day 1 for reasons that confused me, and weren't even clarified when I asked.

I'll get over it, I am really sorry none of you should have to deal with this, it is just a bad situation. It's a team game, maybe I am like 100% wrong you know? I just.. its not about right or wrong, I just felt really personally attacked a lot this game because I am trying to be a more open person and I get called wolfy for expressing vulnerability in my solving skill... that hurts. And it didnt get any better from there.