There are some people in this world, that I cannot say what I think of them, I cannot do anything around them, because, well, I don't need to explain why, I'll just say it would be best if I didn't say it.
Here is a message to one of these of these people.

[CENSORED].

Maybe once I get this out, I'll feel alittle better. Maybe not. I really don't know. I just hope that one day, I will be able to have my vengance. One day. That day is not today.

A man can only put up with so much. The amount differs from person to person, but I'm going to say this, I put up with alot. It may not seem that way to people on the outside, the people I see everyday in school and shit like that, it may seem that I am a nasty prick or somthing like that. Let me explain somthing, people are not born mean or nice, caring or uncaring, smart or stupid. At birth, for the most part, we're all equal. We get the way we are because of what happens to us, because of what we go through. Some of us can get through life without a care in the world, others need to be smart, and mean, to survive. I'm of the latter of the two. If I wasn't the way I am, ruthless and cynical, I would have gone crazy long ago, maybe I would even have died. I don't know, and I don't want to find out. I really don't care what other people think of me, I never did, all I know is that I have to watch out for myself, and sofar, I've done that very well.
For everything in life, there are consequences, not only from others, but to ourselves as well. Everything we do for someone, everything we do to someone, will effect us in several different ways. It will have an effect externally, what other people will do, and internally. What most people do not know is, the more we do that's bad, the deeper the problem gets buried, while the more we do that is good, the more at peace with ourselves we are. I, personally, will only find peace on the day I die, and if that be soon, so be it. Death smiles at us all, and all a man can do is smile back.
I post this here because you guys at the .org have always been here when I needed to get away, or when I needed help. I wish I could say that about my family but I can't. I thank you all for your support over the months that I've been here.