People make my life hard as well. You're definetly not alone Capo. People used to put me down a lot when I was younger and I learned to take it most of the time. It has come at a price though. I now feel very violent towards others(verbally and pysically) who piss me off. I can't say I like it, but that was to be expected after all that humiliation. This started really early on although it wasn't as bad as when I became a teenager. I like Ichi's opinion on the subject a lot. Living and doing well in your life is much much more satisfying then taking revenge. Although if you ever get the chance to don't turn it down completely. You shouldn't go out of your way to get it though. We are all gonna die one day so what's better then living that whole time as well and confortable as possible. Life is all about a frame of mind rother then anything else.