Shottie- I'm sorry to hear about your loss. You are right, moving on is the key. And that's what I do. However, there are times, such as these, where you cannot move on yet. However, these are my problems. Sometimes, I wish I could just let it all out, just take it out on the next person to screw with me. But I can't. I know, my life isn't the worst, there are many people who have gone through more horrid situations than I can imagine, and made it through. God bless them. I can't. Perhaps you all have heard of the philosipy, the weak must rule the strong, well, I am the weak, and the people I must rid myself of are the strong. And, the only thing I can do is become stronger than them. And I swear, right now before you all, that I will.
God bless you all. You have been a great help to me.
-Capo