I can only give you one advise. Take it easy for a while. I felt during our discussion at TWC that you are perhaps a bit too enthusiastic. On the internet you only owe loyalty to yourself otherwise you might get mad about how people treat each other.

To be honest, the bottomline of my messages at TWC was that TTO needs to get his feet on the ground. It seems that you have farreaching ambitions with TTO, but I think that a more realistic view will benefit both you and TTO much more. Your enthusiasm has brought you too far from the other people who just want to mod and a place to discuss.

So calm down and enjoy your exile

Cheers,
Duke John