just woke up from a nightmare this morning. so its still fresh in my mind. but my experience is, whenever i have a nightmare, it feels like a 15 min long scenario that just keeps getting repeated in more and more complex iterations. they always involve one thing, say me being chased by monsters in a huge building [thank you video games and b-movies] but i never leave the building though i am always racing to get out. anyways the scenario keeps looping because as i'm about to get out of the building, i somehow find myself back to where i started and the chase begins anew.
the wierd thing is, with each new iteration, the whole scenario gets more and more complex and absurd and as that happens, i also begin observing my consciousness slowly beging to wake up as it gets stronger with each new iteration. because in the nightmare i begin noticing more and more absurd things like 'these monsters shouldn't exist', or 'why am i being forced to repeat the same things over and over again.' then once my consciousness reaches critical mass, say after 5 different iterations of the same scenario, i become fully aware and wrest myself from the nightmare.
about 30% of my nightmares are finished by my alarm clock and 70% are finished by me realizing the silliness of it all. but it is wierd observing myself become more and more aware over time of the absurdity of the scenarios. just wondering if others have similar experiences.
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