In that case you should really try and get hold of the Baldurs Gate series - if you've not already played them that is. You should be able to get them cheap, or pick em up off ebay. And you should especially get Planescape: Torment. It uses the BG engine, but takes the story and character development to a whole new level. Theres a lot of hardcore RPG players at the org, and their favourite RPG is a toss up between KOTOR, PST and Fallout.