Well i lost my uncle first, he was a good man who fought for the rights of the workers in Brazil. Then i started to doubt, but the catolcism classes in my school kept me in. though i didn't believe in Jesus like the son of God anymore. Later i just was indiferent, to me it was just ******** to control my way of life, so i dismissed it all. At the end i readed a text by Bakunin (i think it was called "God and the State" or something like that) and this closed all my ideas about religion, specially organazed one (and i became an anarchist of heart too ).