Quote Originally Posted by Byzantine Prince
I've tried talking to a professional. It really hasn't done anything for me. I find I am too complex. Plus I have a weird depression that sort comes and goes in waves, I'm never trulyl happy except when I am at the end of Thus Spoke Zarathustra, but that takes forever to read.


YEY! My dad stole my brother's wafer rolls! God I feel alive!
You feel alive the same time I feel like I'm walking to the electric chair. Strange, and ironic, is it not? Perhaps one's joy is derived from another persons misery, unbeknownst to them.