Strength and honour

[Kagemusha]

Thank you all for your support and advices. Im sorry if i upset any of you with my angry feelings.The lack of sleep and the stress and agony becouse someone so important for me was missing,i think caused that the darker side of my personality took over.Im happy know knowing that mom is alive and more or less allright if that is the right term.Its very hard to have this kind of problem in the family and we are trying to help her anyway we can,but unfortunately the final decision is hers.We cant commit her to treatment without if she accepts that herself.I really hope she comes to that conclusion before its too late.I know im not the only one that has this kind of problems in his or her family and wish them strength to overcome those problems.

If possible could moderator close this thread.The issue is so personal and it reminds me off feelings i would more like to forget.Thank you all.