13 days later, and i'm back. I'm still not totally over the reason i left, but i decided it was time to rejoin the .Org. For now.

I guess i'd better explain to you what happened, shouldn't i?

Some of you may recall my thread of last year where i talked about my yearning to commit suicide and so on. Well, my depression has come back with a vengeance.

A few days before my recent leaving, i started cutting myself again. Only small cuts every few days, that let out barely a drop of blood. I could tell my depression was coming back, so i thought i'd better leave here until i managed to master covering it up, because i don't want to be making horribly depressing posts around here.

And so, the cutting got worse and worse, until they became large cuts, gushing with blood. Just today i did it, two large slices into my left arm. Blood all over the place.

And despite all this taking my anger out on myself, i still feel the need to commit suicide. And thus, i am currently contemplating jumping off a bridge nearby me. If i disappear completely and am not back within a month, then i'm afraid i won't be back at all.

But for now, i'm here, posting. Make the most of it