Drop the cutting, pick up masturbation, it's a much better way to 'let some pressure off' !

Now, a little more serious, I spend most of my teenage years being suicidal. I never acted on it and am glad I didn't. Believe me, life gets better. Or at the very least, more interesting. The thing that finally stopped me from feeling suicidal (well, it had probably something to do with hormones too) was the idea that I had already killed myself, 'inside', and that the rest of my life was just a ride where I could enjoy the scenery. If that makes any sense. Life gets a whole lot better if you stop thinking about things as 'bad' but instead start seeing them as 'interesting'.