Quote Originally Posted by Tamur
I'm curious about "ambivalence" and "hesitant hands" in the last lines of the last two stanzas. Author comment?
Both are references to "mixed feelings" and internal confusion of the poetic personae. "Ambivalence" literally mixed feelings, contradictory feelings, uncertainty or indecisiveness. "Hesitant hands stand agog", undecided, doubtful or a lacking decisiveness of character that is in a state of eager desire.

Hope that answers your question.