Wakizashi, I feel much like you at the moment. As I'm sure Ser Clegane will agree, I have far too much time on my hands at the moment. I need fullfilment. Next year I hope for things to improve since I am going to start the IB program at school, which should take up too much of my time for me to be bored. But I find that the following things give me fullfilment:

1. Jobs. Work is what defines a man. It's not the pay, it's the sense of identity you get with the vocation.
2. Meeting and making friends. Friends are great in this life. One of my great problems was (and still is) what Andres identified; getting out of my house. I need to improve greatly in this area, and be proactively trying to get out and do stuff with my friends.
3. God. It's a personal thing for me, but my relationship with God is central to my life.

My eventual dream is to finish my education, be physically fit and get one or two other things out of the way and join the Army as an Officer, serve for a term, maybe more, and then settle down.