Quote Originally Posted by Husar
Well, for me internet friends can become friends like my other friends as well, which means I'm actually interested in their lives(they enter my monkeysphere) and maybe even the lives of their relatives(Whacker may come in and say that isn't true ).
The problem is I cannot really force myself to feel anything even if I wanted to. Sometimes I'm a bit ashamed of that myself(see the Whacker thing above) but it's the way I am. Like Wakizashi said, if you care too much, you become depressive and I might have been a bit depressive in recent years so 'I actually tried to stop caring too much about certain things. Makes me happier, healthier and means you won't have to read about my suicide in the news, not that I actually considered that, but a lot of sad people don't make the world a better place either.
Thats cool Husar, my post last night was after a scotch or two and to be blunt I found the commentary in the thread to be less then genuine and more banter to create some morbid debate on childrens death.

I understand your point though and I agree to an extent but for those who dont feel anything or cant have certainly devoted portions of thier life to particpating in a discussion here which seems paradoxial to me, and yes, less then genuine.

However Husar, if in fact you didnt show up for a few weeks and were no where to be found, I would most likely send you a PM just to see what was going on.

Just dont come to american kabish ?