This is mostly a rant and me getting thoughts out, but some advice would be appreciated.
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So I'm a high school senior, in the midst of college application season. I'm a little bit behind but not that much really, and I think the reason I'm behind is an effect of my general apathy, not a cause of it.
Basically, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of all the little pamphlets they send me displaying smiling, ethnically diverse people and the beautiful campus shots with the "fun factoids" that are all the same - ranked high by some college rating institution, professors at the tops of their fields/professors who are easily accessable by the student, and small class sizes. I'm tired of the "personalized" emails I get from admissions people using my first name as if we've met before and say "I have not yet received your ________ yet, [my first name]!" None of the places I've received crap from or visited have really appealed to me, and frankly they all seem pretty much alike.
Basically, the general strategy of "find the school you really like and you'll be fine! Huh-huh!
" has failed. Miserably. None of them appeal to me, and I find the overall concept of four
more years of education disgusting. Just let me go out into the world and work already!
Problem is, society (and my town specifically) demands that I continue going to school. We had an assembly in school two or three years ago for the sole purpose of watching our principal rattle off some figures of what people with different levels of education made in their lives. When I told my friends, half-jokingly, that I wasn't going to go to college they stared at me like I was some kind of freak. And that was last year. Now that it's senior year and I'm seriously considering it, they think I'm nuts and are laughing at me. My guidance counselor, while very nice and well-meaning, completely has me misread and thinks I'm the perfect college type. Most other people, parents included, go the "If you want to be somebody in this world, you have to go to college" route, which I hate but realize deep down that it's somewhat true.
The media doesn't help. All I hear about is the rising cost of tuition, which makes me think it isn't worth it, and the fact that the application process is getting more and more competitive. Thanks, guys. The daisying
New York Times Magazine did an issue a few weeks back called "The College Issue" which was about, well, you know. They had a lot of articles that looked interesting, such as an essay by a student about the value of college, a look at current students and how they were coping with clothes and stuff, and, most intriguing, a look at current seniors and how they were coping with the application process.
The essay was written by an Ivy League grad who was full of himself.
The second article was basically rich, pretty students modelling ridiculously expensive clothes that no normal person would be able to afford while they're in school.
The third article dealt with two super-rich, super-smart kids deciding what Ivy they want to go to. One student was something like a three-generation legacy at Princeton and his name was something like Winthrop Horace Stanton III.
ARRRRRRRGH!!!!
Society says I need to be more educated in order to do anything.
I say I want to enjoy senior year, graduate, drive off somewhere and start working.
Am I being a wuss here? Should I just suck it up and go or do I have a legit point?
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