(Co-op with theFlax)
Kalameteros Estate, Constantinople, 1101
Ioannis closed the door to Kosmas'...no they were his now...to his private chambers to shut out the noise of the servants cleaning up down in the main hall. He had told them to leave it until the morning, but as usual had received a bow and a "Yes, Lord." and everything had continued as if he hadn't uttered a word. He sighed.
He turned around to Anna. She had switched the wedding gown for a delicate light purple tunica, embroidered along the edges. Her face was devoid of the usual makeup and she regarded him without expression.
So far he had been taken aback. He had expected more resentment than he had received from her, but he supposed her sense of duty had compelled her to play the accepting wife in public. But now that they were alone...
He studied her again. The memory of when he had done so last caused his cheeks to redden slightly and he gave a small chuckle. Giving her a wry grin he said: "You are certainly the most beautiful woman I have ever told that I don't like her. I cannot say I ever expected then to have you as my wife."
She shrugged. "I do as I must."
He nodded. “We all work with what is given to us.”
Removing the belt with his plain dagger, he threw it on a chair beside him. The thought occurred to him that he had never been unarmed in her presence before and he fought to resist the urge to put the belt back on. Instead he sat down in a chair beside it and looked up at her.
“I am curious. How do you expect this marriage to work?” There. Let her do the talking.
Anna slowly moved near him with a tired expression.
"I am your wife now, surely you have some inkling of what that entails? What is there to discuss? I am now bound to you, or have you already forgotten the oath? It is in my best interest to see you thrive, it is up to you to decide if you will let me help you, instead of letting your pride as a man get in the way."
He nodded again, looking thoughtful.
“You are bound to me, as you say. Bound to husband as to father before him.” He gave a brief smile. “The Kalameteros family has estates overlooking the sea outside Athens. They are yours. Use them as you please. I have heard of your work on the university at Antioch. I expect you to continue it, and if they offer you the position of Dean, I expect you to accept. I am grateful that you would help me, and I will let you do so as best I can. But you are no use to me if you try to bind yourself to me so hard you neglect yourself in turn.”
He held up a hand to forestall her speaking.
“You cherish your freedom, Anna, do not try to tell me otherwise. This is no compassion or kindness. I need you.”
He gave her a shrug and a smile. “Strictly business.”
Anna gave him an amused chuckle. "I think you misunderstand me Ioannis, while we are bound, I never intended of being your slavish little follower. As we are one, if one half suffers, the whole suffers. Do not worry about the possibility of my neglecting myself, I won't."
“Good.”
Ioannis looked at Anna and continued in a very innocent tone.
“Now I am just a petty country noble, who does not know the proper etiquette and customs of court. I am afraid I must ask your help in these matters occasionally. Tell me for instance, how would a royal princess react if her husband told her on their wedding night that he had the servant prepare her another bedroom, to use if she so chose?”
She frowned. "You do not want me?"
He sighed. “That’s not it. But it was I who arranged this marriage. I made that choice. I merely want…to give you some small choice of your own.”
Chuckling softly he added, “Plus, I do not relish the thought of you stabbing me in my sleep. When we last met before all this, you were going to make my life miserable, remember?”
Anna lowered her head, dark hair shrouding her features. Her words came slowly and with some measure of pain.
"Do not make this harder than it is Ioannis. Do not dangle before me illusionary choices. We both have a duty and cannot risk the shame of others learning we did not share the same bedroom in our first night together." As she lifted back her head, the matted black her clung to the side of her cheeks and her voice softly turned tender and reassuring. "I will not harm you Ioannis, neither will I think ill of you when you take me this night. There is nothing to fear."
Ioannis winced.
“I have kept bigger secrets than where I spent the night. But very well, sleep in my bed if you wish. But I’ll not….” He sprang up and paced to the other end of the room. “Why is this so hard? I have always done as I please and if I have knuckled under and done what was expected of me because it was necessary then I did it….”
He trailed off briefly before continuing softly, “I did it and I’ll be damned if I can’t do this.” He sat down again, face in his hands. “Fine. If this is what it takes to make this marriage work, if this is what is expected, if this is what is necessary I will do it, I will share your bed, I will sleep with you I will even love you.”
At that he started softly giggling or perhaps sobbing into his hand. “Good Lord, I think I’ve gone mad…” He started chuckling louder. “Yes, definitely mad. Even mistook someone for the Grandmaster at my own wedding.” He laughed harder at that, sprang up wagging his finger at Anna on the verge of saying something before bursting out into a giggle again and sitting back down, only to jump up again and dig at something in his pocket.
He produced a small elongated package, plopped down on both his knees and held it up for Anna with an smile “Here my lovely wife. Consider this your wedding present.”
She brushed most of her hair away carelessly and considered Ioannis. Slowly, as if uncertain, Anna reached out for the gift. Seeking to mitigate the growing tension in the room, she produced a playful smile. "Tradition would have you wait the morning for that, but I appreciate the gesture nonetheless."
She unwrapped the offered present, a necklace with a small, but bright, jasper stone. As Anna placed the piece of jewelry around her neck, she continued mellow voice. "Thank you Ioannis, as long as we are joined, I will wear this." With that, she gave him a hesitant kiss on the cheek.
Taking his hand, Anna helped him back to his feet and pulled him close. Placing a finger on his lips, she whispered to him. "Let us get this over with." Without giving him room to reply, she suddenly led him hastily to their bedroom, as if in a great hurry.
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