I have big problems; please help me.

[Che Roriniho]

who is curt cobain? i dont watch the news...so......

Singer of a rock band called Nirvana. he was almost literally WORSHIPPED throughout the late 80's/early 90's.

Seriously, you could become ANYONE. Just hang on in there. I know you can do it. just give it 10 years, and you WILL be happy. hell, go to Uni, and you'll be VERY happy.

Be careful if you ask religion to help, they can cause all sors of ********. Ring up a suicide prevention line (The Samaritans, for example (I don't know if they have them near you)). They are trained, and believe me, they can help.