All right, with so many people out here giving you so many good reasons not to do it, you simply must decide against it you know. And what's suicide? It's running away.....you don't want to run away! If something's bad, you stand up and try straighten it out! Like they've said everyone passes through bad times, but you don't give up! Never ever give up! And giving up on life is worst thing to do! Don't do it.....push the thought away!