You're getting very defensive about this. Sasaki always jumps on little things in the first few rounds, since there's not really any evidence. Why do you feel the need to write a paragraph to rebut every post he makes?
Oh noes, he's got me. Welp, looks like my goose is cooked. You're right, I am trapped by past suicidal behavior. So much so that I couldn't possibly behave any other way, even though it's just a game. Or perhaps I recognize that scumbags, in a quest to get rid of townies when no lynch is the popular choice, will latch on to the very easiest target, and so I presented myself as such and tried to goad people into voting for me. Also known as a baiting tactic.
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