I think what I needed to get into it was a mod set IRL. I was just wandering around aimlessly in native and Prophecy of Pendor. King Burglekutt, Jerkhick Steppe Warriors, etc. Just a bunch of randomness I have no connection to. Hundred Years War mod fixed that. Now I'm addicted.

I hope the Honor rating doesnt count for much, because Ive spent pretty much my whole game killing English peasants and pillaging English villages.

Also its nice to finally start getting some cool gear for the first time.

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