You've got nothing to lose now, C.

You've essentially admitted to being an essential role, because you refuse to claim and are trying to craft ways of claiming that are indirect.

So the mafia know you're a target if you survive. What precisely are you benefiting the town by not full-claiming at this point?

I'm almost at the point where I want to let it go, but the damage is done. I want to know the role now. Might help me redirect my vote.