so ender comes in and disagrees with my rask read...but doesn't comment at all about how when I reread rask, I dismissed my concerns about him entirely.
interesting
rask what do you think of ender's re-entry today?
it really strikes me as weird that if ender *is* a villager, he can't see the issues with HK clearly and sees HK as a villager, too. This is part of what is making me think w/w is a possibility there. Ender keeps defending HK when *if* he is a villager, he wouldnt know HK's alignment and should want to self-pres on hk. Or re-eval HK to see what he's missing
In champs my biggest issue was being right and then letting others sway me into letting my reads go.
In the recent Anon game I wagoned all the wolves D1 but let people sway me off them.
I'm not saying I'm always right. Absolutely not. But I'm sick of feeling "what if"s about sticking to my guns when I have a good read or feeling.
And the fact that it was me/HK in the POE when I had that made me feel very much like a "me against the world" situation.
The fact that the likely clear-status of the main core of people I suspected to be corrupt and the growing chance I was just wrong (or right depending on how you look at it.) on HK? Makes me feel pretty shit.
Part of me figures that if I just vanity and go down today it'll mean I'm no longer in this mess and you guys still have enough steam + POE to resolve the game.
Honestly sounds kinda selfish when I lay it out like that rip.
"Les plus désespérés sont les chants les plus beaux, et j'en sais d'immortels qui sont de purs sanglots." Alfred de Musset
Also, you cannot tell me that if HK goes over and flips wolf tomorrow isn't just going to be Turbo Ender anyway.
I can barely post my way out of the POE anyway without Vulgard hero-shooting a wolf. I have no confidence in my ability to do so when I've probably spent a few day phases defending 'em.
"Les plus désespérés sont les chants les plus beaux, et j'en sais d'immortels qui sont de purs sanglots." Alfred de Musset
Vote: HK
I am apparently still swayable.
It's now nearly 2am so sleep + work is a thing that still needs to happen.
swag
I don't think it actually matters rn. but OK I guess. I was kinda joking anyway: if HK flips red, I will definatly keep reading everyone in good faith AND thinking at alternatives. (assuming no peeks)
if HK flips green, I will prolly trash all my reads and start over (lol HK and me in that case)
"Les plus désespérés sont les chants les plus beaux, et j'en sais d'immortels qui sont de purs sanglots." Alfred de Musset
Yeah I wasn't sleeping and came back to thread like a dumbass.
(Me being constantly sussed early no matter my alignment is disheartening in itself but that's a "me" problem and something I have to work out with "why is my posting always wolfy recently.")
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