Addressing this. I do not want a sub. I don't want to be the game ending mis chop for scum to win so since so many people I think are town think I am scum objectively I need to die to clear that world view. I would appreciate people suspecting me solve in town achro worlds today even if you also feel the need to do so for wolf achro. Noted about no maj.
Thanks.
you ever get out of bed after an hour of not wanting to get out of bed, catch up in a mafia game, then get slapped in the face with a selfvote and AtE? i want to go back to bed lol
@Achro i asked plenty of questions, my concerns are. they shouldn't be unclear although i know sometimes the way i make reads is not always CLEAR for people
i don't understand why im town to you now
i don't understand why your SK read ever stopped being a wolfread
in reality i do feel more confident SK is a wolf, i voted you because i had a rush of adrenaline at midnight. in bed i decided i was probably going to move my vote to SK at some point
im sorry you arent having fun this game and i am genuinely not trying to make anyones game unfun
@Winston Hughes im sorry but im a villager and if you are too then we're gonna need to figure out what you're hung up on
i get the feeling that my general demeanor as a mafia player is what the problem is here but i don't know you had a lot of fancy words to say about it earlier so i won't speak for you
Small note in case it wasn t clear:
NO MAJ, NO SUB (Just Modkills for the host amusement)
"Les plus désespérés sont les chants les plus beaux, et j'en sais d'immortels qui sont de purs sanglots." Alfred de Musset
Part of the reason I sus you has clearly been the "Same" comment I outlined to Taffy.
Part of it is me pushing buttons to see what happens.
But I don't expect you to address those cause I tend not to care about people directly defending themselves.
im not particularly a tunneler most of the time and if you'd like i'd be willing to solve with you assuming you're a villager for some of today and see where it goes, i'm aware that regardless of your alignment it'll probably make me townread you some but it'll probably be fun and if i'm wrong on wolfreading you then perhaps you can help me find where im wrong in my towns
@Achro
EnderWiggin
Totally not Taffy
Winston Hughes
Cuthillius
katze
nebjiamn
SilverKeith
dyachei
insomnia
Visor
from my understanding this is ~vaguely where you're at, so lets work from here. i was gonna say to not bother with me but given one of my confusions w you rn involves me, i'm fine talking about me
i expect this to go nowhere or eat my entire postcap but given tomorrow im going to have a long day at work i dont rly mind
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I feel like I've managed to accidentally irk half this game unintentionally >.>
are we, though?
from my perspective, i don't need to find a way to clear you, and barring something mechanical I doubt there's anything that would
and you should note that i'm not on some crusade or stuck in some tunnel - there's no fire in my belly here; it's just probabilities
all i'm looking at is who is most likely here to be scum, and at the moment, on the information i have, the best answers i have are you and visor
and from your perspective, if you are town, what does it really matter if i suspect you?
i mean, you were my top pick yesterday but, as you predicted, at the business end you weren't anywhere near getting chopped
no, i don't have any problem with your general demeanor as a player
i've followed at least one or two games in which you were town, and the vibes i got were different to what i've got from you as a wolf
now, of course, it still a very small sample size, so i can't be anything like sure
but i've got nothing to make me anything like sure about anyone else
like visor, for example, i know him better than any other player, and while this is definitely more like his scum meta, it's still only a matter of probabilities
what i need to do now is leave you, visor and cuth where you are, and start taking a closer look at what's going on with everyone else
Vote: Benneh
And now I sleep
this kind of AtE is probably my least favorite in games. Because like...just keep posting and you'll probably post yourself out of it if you're town
Ah. You mistake me that was not an appeal to emotion. That was moreso a declaration of war against the wolves. I have found in my life that emotions clutter my thought process and I also know that venting them healthily helps me to focus better. I cannot be burdened by concern over my life and the frustration of how the game is playing out and also be at my best to solve. So I let go of my desire to live in this game and take time to focus. To drain away all of those negative emotions. To be serene. That is where I find my best moments as town.
There is no appeal, only emotion. Which is now gone. I am listening to anime music and staring at my ceiling as the puzzle pieces click and I turn over this and other things on my mind.
If I let go of my will to live (in a mafia game to be clear) then I also let go of my frustration. So I have chosen to do this and jam to music for the day before coming back and solving.
Seeing as a lot of people don't really seem to understand me this game I made this decision that it was best to accept my fate pn a non game ending day rather than try to force people into my admittedly unconventional mind. Everyone will know I was doing my best and genuine when I flip. To ladd's credit he saw me almost right away. He lives up to his legend, that one.
I am sorry if you felt I was trying to appeal to any of you but that was not the case. I have learned that my neuro divergence at times causes me not to understand how others perceive things. I think ATE shouldn't ever really be considered for alignment determining purposes and this game is no different.
Hopefully my statement of intent clarifies now that I am emotionless.
@katze of course I will solve with you when I am ready.
Can you help me with Cuth and Winston? Also why are SK and Achro so obviously paired for you?
You are one of my favourite players and occasionally making a meta read that annoys me does nothing to change that :hug:
I dislike the term AtE because there's the implied accusation that the person is purposely trying to manipulate the other players rather than that their emotions just naturally show through in their posting. I've been accused like that and it only made me feel worse. So I just wanted to explicitly tell you that I believe you were genuine.
ive been there ender and i hate that feeling, i get u. nothing you've done has rly bothered me this game if it helps. whats with the benneh vote tho?
and winston, i guess you're right that i'm not particularly CONCERNED that you're gonna get me yeeted today or anything. but that doesn't change the fact that you're hung up on me and i view it as partially my job to help alleviate that so i can hopefully correct your views a little bit (lmao this sounds political)
my understanding of it was that your only experience with me was that one game tho, the fact you've seen villa me before is news to me. im kinda curious what games, but its not particularly important ig
i guess we'll see what happens, i dont intend on getting lunched this game ever, so i don't want to have you sitting there trying to do that all game ig. both for selfish and selfless reasons
anyways, i do agree that visor is a good place to look today, and i assure you he is easier to yeet than i am![]()
anyways hi dya. i know u said earlier u think me/visor doesnt feel right to you but i feel like that pairing makes a chunk of sense and you said you couldnt rly articulate why but can you try anyway?
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