I have big problems; please help me.

[Prince Cobra]

im only 13. if the only thing after this life is rotting in the ground, im happy with that. its an easy escape to a miserable life.

ive never had more than 1 friend at a time. ive always been treated like shit in school.

i am horrible at making friends (i skipped 1st grade)

OK. First, don't take for granted you will just rot in the earth... Or that it won't hurt. What is soul? Energy or something different? Are you sure you will not burn into hell for example?

But anyway... Then I have to tell you my story, then.

When I was 13 I was just in the same position. The world after 11 broke into pieces and I lost all of my friends. Why? I don't know. There are always people that are so miserable that have only one pleasure: to treat the others badly. But you see, one day you will get out of this nightmare (change the school and etc. and etc. ). SLowly but surely my life improved... then I had another fit (less dramatic) few years ago but I again recovered. Things are getiing better. But you shall fight for it! Now I have a handful of friends but I do have friends. I believe you will also succeed.

If still not persuaded, please try this:

I'll just state the obvious, that an online gaming fan forum is not the place to seek help for life-and-death issues.

A couple of people have been so good as to post links to real hotlines, which can offer meaningful help.