You'll always get a new one at some point.
That's the point, I've put so many hours into Ansehelm that I don't want a new one if I can make sure Ansehelm survives

he way we are working on it now, a third party character, not controlled by anyone, will be 'responsible' for the actions that spark the crisis.
Don't like that, I'd rather have an avatar who gets responsible for this.