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No, she won't. My biological father committed suicide 22 years ago, and pretty much every day, I think of him, and I feel guilt and pain every time.
I can't begin to understand where you're at right now, John, but I do remember being 13 and feeling like I had little to live for. Trust me when I say that nothing you're facing now is permanent and it will pass. Death does not. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Whatever your problems are, no matter how alone you feel, suicide is not an answer. Please seek help through one of the groups listed above.
"A man who doesn't spend time with his family can never be a real man."
Don Vito Corleone: The Godfather, Part 1.
"Then wait for them and swear to God in heaven that if they spew that bull to you or your family again you will cave there heads in with a sledgehammer"
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John-117, I am on the phone with Natalie from the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. She would very much like to speak with you and hear what's on your mind. Their number:
1-800-784-2433
She would like to see if she can help you in any way. Just ring them up and ask for Natalie; I've given her the most brief outline based on what you have posted here.
Eh, I don't know if that was such a good idea. If I were John, that post would scare me off.
It makes you feel like you're obliged to speak to them, and then you get nervous and chicken out.
I'm not trying to freak anybody out, I just want to move this discussion to a place where people know what they're doing. We all mean well, and I'm honored to see so many Orgahs trying to respond productively, but at the end of the day we're amateurs. I'd like for John-117 to speak to someone who actually knows what she's talking about.
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