I need advice on how to move on.

[a completely inoffensive name]

kick ass! - my crystal ball foresees makeup sex, followed by emotions flooding back in less than a second, followed by a cruel twisting knife in the back, followed by friends driving you to a bridge while Nazareths "Love Hurts" and similar songs are played. They'll also offer a length of rope or a bullet. At this point you'll realize that wench is preferable to your drunken friends, and become a beat down husband like many of us. Dammit man, you give me the chance to review 10 years of my youth in less than a paragraph.

**** that. When I move on, I move on. Also I hope that wasn't your youth.

[The Lurker Below]

**** that. When I move on, I move on. Also I hope that wasn't your youth.

Don't knock it. If everything in life went perfect according to plan, what a boring life. The woman to whom I've been married nineteen years takes credit for the seven that we dated on and off, while I was playing the field and enjoying the twisting knife in my back a couple of times. On two separate occasions during that period I did not see or speak to her for nearly a year. If it's meant to be it will happen, no matter how much you swear it off. The last thing you'll learn is that there is no room for absolute ultimatums, in the meantime I'll close where I started:

If you love someone set them free,
if they don't come back shoot them.

[a completely inoffensive name]

Don't knock it. If everything in life went perfect according to plan, what a boring life. The woman to whom I've been married nineteen years takes credit for the seven that we dated on and off, while I was playing the field and enjoying the twisting knife in my back a couple of times. On two separate occasions during that period I did not see or speak to her for nearly a year. If it's meant to be it will happen, no matter how much you swear it off. The last thing you'll learn is that there is no room for absolute ultimatums, in the meantime I'll close where I started:

If you love someone set them free,
if they don't come back shoot them.

I will keep an open mind. But she decided to leave me. I'm not just going fall apart with emotion years down the line if we have sex again.

[Beskar]

You know what is weird about relationships, seeing how things you did affected their futures.

For example, I was dating this girl (when we were around 17-18) and she had an interest in drawing, so I used to encourage her, even bought her one of those PC tablets for her birthday. For reasons a year or so later on, we broke up and we dropped contact. Out of mild curiousity, thinking about the thread I went to use some googlefu. She is now a graphical designer and her artist tag is a pet name I gave her in the bedroom-like situation which ended up sticking during our relationship.

Just seems really weird that I impacted on her life so much.

[a completely inoffensive name]

Ugh, I was doing so well until today. I have been able to distract myself with work or gym or video games for the past few days, when my brain had to **** with me by delivering a very sad dream about losing her that practically woke me up in tears.

Idk, maybe I should stop distracting myself 24/7 and just feel dem feels.