I am mostly posting to relieve my anxiety although I think if you ever want to read them after you will find them interesting.
I am mostly posting to relieve my anxiety although I think if you ever want to read them after you will find them interesting.
one of my biggest problems right now is that a significant portion of my brain wants to get this wrong, so that i don't have to go through it all again tomorrow
the early part of the day is all good, but the closer it gets to where i have to decide the more it starts to consume my entire being
oh i know
funny thing is, i don't sweat the big decisions in life at all - easy come, easy go
it's just that this god-forsaken game gets in my head so bad (hence why i'm on a strict two-games-per-year diet these days)
ridiculously, i even had a moment where i considered blowing off the jam i'm going for tonight - with a very good friend who is an amazing musician and who is only over from australia for a couple of weeks - just so i could be here at eod
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Lmao I feel you! I was shaking at the end of poke mash this year when I was already dead watching people nervously. Mafia is my main hobby for a variety of reasons so I get it.
I know you don't really feel like reading my random stuff but do you have any outstanding questions for me? Just making sure. Katze had some misunderstandings about my intent thia game that got cleared up.
(But if you want to be wrong just vote me and your suffering will end)
id understand if i were mafia too but i'm sure you understand its kinda unideal for me when i think you're mafia and think you're very readable if you were to just post
but yeah its basically the same mentality i was going into this day with and then i talked myself out of it
i dont think you're going to get your hammer vote though although winston is voting before you probably because he has a life and we're nerds so i guess thats more INFO for you if you're town
Trying for flashes of purity to show towniness in lylo smh
What a VILLAIN.
(Compliment)
Although while I don't mind everyone ignoring my posts today, cause I get it, if you choose right I really think my thoughts on the three of you will at least be helpful in f3 in understanding how I link cuth/benneh and the possible pitfalls of that logic in places. Confidence is about 90% but I would real time with whoever is alive for sure before voting if at all possible.
i plan to vote cuth, ignore all of your posts today, and then vote winston in f3 out of spite
what are u gonna do, stop me?
The last time I was in a cross situation in lylo as town I was hammered before I could even post. That was 7 years ago. So I consider today an absolute success tbh
i ... am posting. i didnt hang out last night cause of various reasons but im happy to answer questions about my play but not really interested in engaging on the happenings of today. honestly it shouldnt be some grand mystery about how i'm leaning anyway
if you're v i'm sorry im making it hard on you here but my priority is figuring out today's vote and seeing how you/winston play this out around 'uncertainty' in my vote lol
and ya, i may not get my hammer in some scenarios, but thats fine, cause it'll be valuable info for me anyway or the game will be over. if it comes to f3 and i look bad for it then thats a problem for tomorrows benneh (fuck that guy)
Tbh it's interestin katze how today and sk's defense day 1 mirror themselves. Sk said my problems with his thought process was a difference in mindset. Today benneh, you, and Winston's mindset chafes at me similarly but I know for a fact only one of you is a wolf so I can disregard this as a meaningful difference check.
That's why I said I couldn't argue. There really is no way of knowing if certain mindsets are indicative or just a difference in play. Mafia is fantastic
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